Wednesday, March 25, 2009

blue eyes, a tired happy sigh and heart pain

Intricate eyelashes dancing over a sea of blue
As you blink at me, drifting to sleep.
Your fingers can barely grasp my thumb
But you still hold on, clinging to security.

Here in my arms your safe and warm,
Falling asleep smiling.
I wonder about your missing playmates
And what could have been.

I still don't understand
How someone could take one like you and do what they do
Take precious perfect and make broken pieces.

My heart cries out to those laying on the table
Dismantled • As if they were only a toy
Snuffed out • As if only a candle
I stare at invisible, empty, still cradles

What can I do
To save your generation

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Logical Feeling?

I feel life creeping back into my dead skin
I feel a smile shining, erasing my shame.
I feel Your shadow engulfing me in Your embrace.
I feel the music running through me, of Your dance.

I can feel my longing for You coming back again.
I can see my desire for You rising from the dead.
I can hear my cold heart beating with Your love.
I can smell the fragrance from being in Your presence.
I know a love that will not let me go.

i am not ashamed to feel

Saturday, February 7, 2009

today's good

I'm tired and sore, but I know that things are good.
I miss God but I know it won't always be this way.
I'm tired of people talking behind my back, but they just want to gossip and in the end it won't be important.
I tired of missing people, the ones who know me and love me for who I am, not what I can give them, but I know I'll see them someday.
I'm sick of who I am but I know that I was worth my Saviors blood and He finds me a beautiful creation beating with joy in Him even if it feels dead right now.
I'm sick of everything I can't say on here, but I know someday this will be a forgotten dream
I'm not good at anything but I know that He has me here for a purpose and that I can't
base my worth on skill, size, strength of knowledge.

Good - feeling one thing knowing another.